| 5 more months and then a brand new chapter in my life. Nervous, anxious, excited, and scared. |
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| I'm in the funk..BIG TIME~!!
DEPRESSED, STRESSED, BURNED OUT, SAD, NOT MOTIVATED, DID I MENTION SAD? DON'T WANNA GET UP IN THE MORNING. DON'T WANNA GET OUT OF BED, DON'T WANT TO HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS, DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYBODY, EVERYTHING IS BOTHERING ME.
Too much shit's on my mind. I don't like it but I don't even know what I can do about it...or if I wanna do anything about it. Is it the weather? Is it that I'm totally stressed out? I totally wanna get away from everything and everyone.
I don't like the way I feel rigth now cuz I don't have the control over my feeling. |
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| Life lesson #1:
It always helps if you stop playing games and be honest. Especially when it comes to love, relationship, and friendship....If you don't communicate, there's no way in hell the other person will understand what you are going through. I loved the fact that I can be honest and straight with David. Even though there are way more reasons to be weird and not comfortable with each other..hell..hate each other....We are still good friends...really good friends. If we weren't so honest with each other...and If we played games with each other, we would've been hating each other so much by now.....We are not getting any younger...2 grown ups...we don't got time to play games or play with each other's feelings..right? |
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